12
Jan
12

roots…

I know I constantly romanticize about the past. But there is a perfectly good reason for it. Something, anything for that matter that impacts your present state of being deserves a huge amount of respect and recollection. Be it your parents, a college diploma, old polaroids of drunken nights and days, an old tee shirt or uniform from an old sports or school, a card or letter from a long lost friend or loved one.

These ‘things’ however, are all material. And one day, whether it is from a natural cause or negligence, will be gone.

Memories, sounds, tastes and sights, will never leave you. Sure, they may fade over time as all things do. They’ll get blurry and distorted, like an old Metallica song, Joy Division or Pink Floyd tee, but they never truly disappear.

The past, is just like that. Except that it grows with you. You see it every single day. You use it every single day. And though, it probably looks, sounds and feels very different to how it was when it first started, you can always look back and see it exactly how it was. And you can do it whenever you want.

See you later this year old friend!

30
Dec
11

on it’s way…

I can wait. But at the same time I really can’t…

 

20
Dec
11

a taste…

of things to come. It’s been a fairly long wait. From an idea, to a preference and, well, hopefully fruition…

01
Dec
11

many…

things have gone unsaid. and time continues to unfold the necessary. you find yourself fully awake in the lost night while the world rests. you worry for worrying sake. without a care but your own. you realize. you self correct. and you learn to appreciate all the things you missed. you learn and re-learn the word ‘cherish’, ‘gratitude’ and ‘life’. you re-learn a new game. you keep calm. you find a way to eat and be nourished again. you find yourself in old photos, posts and songs again. you rumble through the traffic and wet. you simply come to terms with doing your very best and nothing more. you learn that the aforementioned din was what you went through the past 2 weeks. you are grateful to be alive.

21
Nov
11

When you’re unsure.

Of just about everything… Know that you serve a purpose.  And no matter how insignificant or miniscule it may feel to you, or when you get that familiar jolt of anxiety, feeling as though your pebble ceases to create a ripple in your lake, just have the faith to say that if just one person beyond yourself betters from it all, then that was more than just a ripple you made with that pebble in your hand.

08
Nov
11

name…

Everybody has their own interpretation of what this song is, including myself. I was quite young when I first heard this song. Back then, the Goo Goo Dolls were a fairly unknown band and I’d saved a hundred Hong Kong dollars over the month to get it after reading positive reviews in guitar magazines and such. Truth be told, being an athlete (jock more like), immersed in schoolwork, and generally just not in with the ‘cool’ kids, I hadn’t a huge group of friends back then. Oddly enough, it’s very much like it is right now. My refuge in turn was a wonderful world of music, film, punk rock, skateboarding, reading and just all round dorkiness, in the best sense of the word of course.

This song meant a lot to me then and even now, simply because of way it allows you to interpret and reinterpret it’s meaning to you, leaving it timeless mattering whatever you want it to, and whenever you want it to.

10 years ago, it meant to chime in the notion and metaphor that the world is and was an extremely harsh place. Us, children and society in general had to grow up. A forced maturity if you will. And in essence though every memory, thought or ideal that you kept close to your heart is lost in the past, rendered gone or unconscious for a while, that you, whoever you are, can seek refuge with me, whenever you want, with whatever thoughts you may have. And I, will never betray you.

And with that, we’ll wave our fists against the wind and dust with youthful gusto of days gone by, fearlessly and shamelessly, for I, again, will never betray you.

Still today, whatever harshness still lingers on this earth, with whatever hair I’ve lost, and whatever years I’ve gained, that notion hasn’t changed one bit.

27
Oct
11

And this is why…

I run. Everything I want out of and during run falls into this 2 minute video. Good job Sean. On part 2 of this, everything I love after a run I’ll post soon when I find a video of something with beers and cheeseburgers.

25
Oct
11

‘talk to me Goose…’

I’ve gotten this question all this week on why I use this phrase. I can’s seem to explain, and I won’t make an attempt to construct something profound on why these short 4 words in a phrase makes me chuckle and want to put on a pair of raybans and buy a kawasaki race. So, being an 80s baby, I do I feel the need to to school some people, but instead I think, ‘I feel the need, the need, for speed. Yaowww!’ Enjoy my young disciples…

06
Oct
11

‘stay hungry, stay foolish…’


We’ve said a lot of goodbyes lately. Whether it’s been material or otherwise, a sensible decision or seemingly foolish one, or simply just a slew of emotions once carried under the arm of an assumed uncertainty to let go. I suppose I look at it as a state of perpetual motion rather than an end and new beginning. There are no ups and downs, just a road forward and ahead, avoiding as many pot holes as you possibly can.

21
Sep
11

sticks and stones.

A lot of changes lately. New spaces, new races, new wheels, new roles, new paths. And with that, without saying too much, I’ll just leave you with this wonderful track and just say that I’ll be back here sooner than later.

Eyes open wide, blinded by the sun now
Orange and white, dark red, green and yellow
Rainbow colors! Do not hide, see the view!
Step aside, go through!




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